Anonymous: "stop fucking complaining and do your damn assignments! others have it a lot worse you know, you want to be a writer right? then push yourself you can't achieve success over night, have more confidence, and stop putting yourself down!!! your so lucky you have wonderful friends, family , and a boyfriend who care so much about you...."

wow i have never gotten a stern message from anyone before.

okay first of all, shut up. i work my ass off every evening and morning to get everything done. i’ve been fucking pushing myself and writing every second i can. i’m not normally this mean but seriously, its my blog and i can complain if i want to. if you haven’t read the rest of my posts, that’s kind of how i am. i blab to the world on here because i feel like i can’t talk to people, sometimes. so sorry.

also, thanks at the same time. i know i should have more confidence and stop putting myself down. one of my favorite quotes is, “the worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt” (sylvia plath). so i just need to remember that more apparently! and i know how lucky i am, i barely deserve it.

so thanks? i guess i needed a kick in the ass with this but please try not to assume that i’m not doing my work. i’m doing so much fucking more than i did last semester. then you could have told me to stop being a lazy fuck, haha