so much homework. but i’m sitting here eating mexican food and chilling with people. and i’m listening to kat talk about love and other things and it makes me sad i miss blondie. so much. :(
writing a poem for my program! i don’t think i’ve been on here and written about how it’s going, but it’s been fun so far! we just get a bunch of homework that i haven’t started until right now, but it’s okay because i have class at 2:30 and i already half did one of the assignments. i just have to work my ass off for the next few hours, want to be done by 1 so...
Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the...– Paulo Coelho (via littlevoicess)
kat and i were smoking the best spliff ever (yes, i rolled it. so proud) when we got a knock on the door from housing. well that’s all they said but they’re the cleaners, thank god. kat and i were running around the room spraying and blowing out the candle and i stomped out the spliff pretty vigorously so that when we went back to it, it looked kinda shitty but i’m proud...
hey hey, today went well! my workshop teacher is really nice :) i’m so glad kat and i are at the same program, we spend pretty much all day together, it’s fun. wow that took me forever to write that. can you tell i had a good day? haha
i’m so fucking nervous for the program today :/ i threw up and i’m shaky and i had bad dreams about not making it to my first class until it was halfway over. i took two anxiety pills, i’m waiting for them to fucking work. i want to throw up again. wish me luck later, fuck.
I closed my mouth and spoke to you in a hundred silent ways.– Rumi (via katiekashmir)
I’ve always rejected being understood. To be understood is to prostitute...– Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via nirvikalpa)
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bored bored bored. smoking and barely drinking alone in my room, i may go get a cupcake soon. can anyone message me please? i’m so fucking bored haha so a message would be amazing, thanks :)
hahaha look at that attractive face i know several people who would be so proud of this fattie right here. and the cigarette. hahaha i had to do that. okay i’m done being a loser. this is opening up new worlds for me.
rolled a cigarette without using the roller! i’m a big girl now! even though it looks like a shitty joint i’m way too proud of myself, you’d think since my boy is a joint champion then i would have picked it up much sooner. i almost did last year in amsterdam but i was too stoned to get it right, haha. success!
I mean, I have the feeling that something in my mind is poisoning everything...– Lolita, Vladimir Nabokov (via enflurane)
dubstepping and smoking out of sylvia. yay life. except i was going to write a poem and i forgot what it was going to be about. boo.
I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and...– John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via skeletales)
I fell in love with your sailor mouth and your wounded eyes.– Tom Waits (via seathru)